He texted me: "We should talk - don't want to leave things this way."
My stomach just dropped like an elevator.
I'll admit there is a small evil part of me that wants to fix things with Chris just to tick Melissa off.
But there's a bigger part that wants to fix things just because I feel awful. I think I made a huge mistake. I wish I'd given him a different answer when he asked me if I was into Seth. "No way, that was just a lame crush - I'm totally over it."
I really don't want to end up alone.